Sunday Brunch

FIX IT YOURSELF

Would you be able to fix the following things yourself?


1. Fix a flat tire.
Not bloddy likely
2. Fix a tear or make alterations to clothing.
Not bloddy likely
3. Unclog a severely plugged up sink or toilet.
Maybe...but not bloddy likely
4. Change the oil in your car.
I can put oil in, but not change it.
5. Put together an unassembled toy or piece of furniture out of the box.
It Depends, toys probably so, furniture not bloddy likely *lol*

My ear HURTS today!!

GRR.. my ear hurts It feels like i'm getting an ear infection...which doesn't help the fact that my kids are cranky today!
I just want to SCREAMMMMMM!!!!! They are making my clean house messy in a matter of minutes..i guess i better go...I need to go pick up my mother from the Flea Market. Have lots to try to get done today.if these babies don't stop WHINING I'm going to pull all my hair out!! GRRRRR...

A Good Nite.....

I had a wonderful date last night. We went for a short walk along the battery in charleston, SC its a park along the waters edge that was used as the front line in the civil war...am i right? please correct me if you know i'm wrong...*lol* We talked and cuddled...it was very nice....Thank you David for a WONDERFUL NIGHT!!!! :)

Figured it out Finally!

Okay for some reason or another I couldn't understand how to blogroll..now I have it!
Yippie for me for figuring this thing out!!
I'm SO Freakin' glad its FRIDAY...WOOOHOOO No more work until Monday!! My check Rocked this week too! Everything going great over here, How was your DAY?

Wednesday Whatevers!

Wednesday Whatevers
http://wednesday.fiare.net
April 21, 2004
1. What era would you have liked to live in? In the 60's! So I can be a flower child!
2. Why does history repeat itself?because everything possible has already happened before!
3. Why did you choose the email username that you did? Because I'm Always BLUE!

My Car Smokes.....

When I pulled up in the parking lot of work, I noticed my car was billowing smoke under the hood and my heat gage was all the way over to HOT. I turned the engine off, upped the hood and it was the radiator hose.it blew out.
So I had to call my dad, and he came and got the car and took it too a place called Hillbourn Garage in N.Charleston, SC and when I got off work, we went and ate dinner at Ryan's Steakhouse and then went to pick up my car, it only cost a mere 50 bucks...we know him personally!....
So that was exciting I got to spend 50 bucks on my damn car!! GRR....

Oh and Stacey and Nina, Thanks for Reading! now if i can figure out how to get more people to read my blog!
maybe I need to put something interesting on here!Any Ideas!??

Another day at the Grind.........

Well I worked and worked until i'm so tired and wondering why today is only tuesday and its not FRIDAY yet!
My feet hurt, my back aches, my head hurts and my eyes are itchy from all the dust flying about at work!
I came to a startling realization this past weekend and I'm really not comfortable in too telling the world of the details just to say Its been confirmed my family is Dysfunctional! nuff said!
What else?
hmm, oh yeah,
We had Sonics for dinner and they have this thing 5 burgers for 5 dollars after 5 pm thing. So thats what I got for the family to eat and they screwed up and gave me an extra 2 bucks off of my food. and The fries was not worth talking about but the burgers they where good nice and big and juicy!
Well its time for my meds, then to clean house, and get ready for bedy-by before I watch another installment of American Idol..(friends tell me i'm addicted!) *lol*

Daily Dirt!

1. What time do you usually go to sleep?
11 pm during the week, and on the weekends whenever I drop! *lol*

2. What time do you wake up?
5:30 Am during the work week, and whenever the babies scream on the weekends!

3. What's the last thing you do before you go to bed?
Pee and Brush my teeth
4. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Pee and brush my teeth *lol*
5. Do you have naps? On a rare occasion

Yesterday!

Well Yesterday was such a beautiful day..it was warm and sunny. Such a beautiful day for a picnic. So thats what we did.
We went and grabbed some fried chicken, mac and cheese, red rice and sausuage and sweet tea at the grocery store oh and some watermelon and me, my neice Ashley, and my three boys went to the community center and ate at the picnic table and then they played on the slides and swings and stuff...Had to cut it a little short cause Tre (the littlest twin) got sick all over his shoes...Yuck...they still have that stomach thing. I think it might be going away though.
I hope it is anyway.
Today....
I did much of nothing...just sat around and had myself a lazy Sunday. ;)

Sunday Brunch

1. Which television series do you think had the best final episode?
Degrassi the next generation on The N. (noggin at night)
2. Do you own something that you really should throw away but can't part with?
Old love letters from ex's..pictures of ex's.
3. Would you be willing to spend a night alone in a house that is supposedly haunted?
Sure, but i'm sure i would be scared out of my mind!
4. Go back to your childhood ... What did you want to be when you grew up?
A school teacher
5. What do you need to make your favorite pizza?
Ham, bacon and Pinnapple (yum)

Sorry Guys for abandoning you all for a few days! I just didn't know what to put down here.
Nothing really new is going on, lets see..
I went to work, came home and chatted on the net a few times.
I'm avoiding Yahoo Messanger because there is this guy that wants to meet me and well, I am not ready to get my heart broken yet again. I'd rather sit and be lonely I guess..or at least a part of me wants that.I just don't want to be loved right now. I have more important things to worry about. My kids, myself, and my job.
I went to the Doctors yesterday, I haven't lost any more weight since I lost 70 pounds but at least I haven't gained either and i'm not even 'TRYING' anymore really. Easter I ate a bunch of M & M's and we went out to one of those buffet type deals for easter. I ate 2 plates of food!! my mom looked at me and said your going to gain all your weight back..I'm like I don't care right now.
The babies are sick once again, another stomach bug, I'm so tired of cleaning up throw up and diarreha its not even funny anymore. Its just Sick! URGH! If anyone doesn't have kids my suggestion would be don't do it! *lol*
I love my kids to death but I miss so much being just me..ya know?

Wednesday Whatevers

Wednesday Whatevers
http://wednesday.fiare.net
4/14
1. Would you prefer to live in an urban, suburban, or rural area; and
why? A suburban area, because its not too small nor too big.
2. If a fountain of youth did exist, would you drink from it?No
3. What do you want your dying words to be?I love my children!

Today is a BLAH Day

Today was my first day back to work since last thursday. I didn't want to return but i'm glad I did, otherwise I wouldn't have a job, would I ? *LOL* Its so hard coming back from vacation. I just didn't want to move. I've been fighting thoughts of suicide all day today. Its hard sometimes, sometimes I wish it would just go away but it won't.
I'm okay right now. so thats good.
I have my wonderful kids to think about..all there tantrums and cute sayings :)
Tommorrow I will be posting Whatever Wednesdays for you all. :)
Anyway,
I don't have much else to say?
oh yeah I do, Did anyone catch the Presedients Speach Tonight? I missed it (on purpose) Why would anyone wanna watch that DUMB Man is beyond me..Please someone Vote Democrat! Thanks :)

Call Me cheap if you want

Well its not the REAL reason I did this but hey it helped..
I didn't get the kids anything for easter from the Hopping Bunny! Okay I did but Its out for them to wake up too in the morning..
I got it last night at a 25 to 30 percent discount..no thats not the real reason but hey it helps. Truth is I've had lots on my mind, the trip we took and I just didn't have anytime to get away from the kiddios till now to get to the store to buy easter. My oldest is only 4. He will never know the differece, right?
UH-OH!
I forgot to pay my car insurance last month, tottally slipped my damn stupid mind! So now, i'm driving without insurance, I have to go later and make some sort of arrangements and hope and pray they will say okay, thats fine.

I'm Back!

Well Everyone I'm back from my little Vacation.....we stayed at the Holiday Inn In Cherokee, NC.
Me and My oldest Rode on a Chair Lift in Cherokee. We Took pictures with the Indians (I'll add them as soon as I get them developed).
We then Went intoGatlinburg, TN and my oldest rode on the Mechanical Bull and I took some pictures of him on it. My cousin, Mark runs the mechanical bull there so we didn't have to pay anything..good cause I didn't want to pay the 12.95 for him to ride it for a minute.
Everything was so expensive in Galtlinburg, Burger King didn't have any of those value meals for under 3 dollars like most advertise and the city was booming with Touristers even tho its the very beginning of tourist season there and its usually like 5 times more packed then it was this weekend.
My oldest had fun, I think the twins are glad to be back home, we where in the car 90 percent of the time.
My parents visited the Casino In Cherokee while we stayed at the hotel.
Thats about it, we are glad to be back home. I'm Pooped!

100 things....

I did ONE FINALLY!! 100 things about me! Check it out!

One Day Closer...

To this weekend when I leave. I Still have to do my laundry and pack Everything for 3 kids. Lots of work that I'm dreading.
I'm glad, cause I'm about to get burnt out at work, and I need the vacation..well supper is done so i better get to it.
Stacey, I added your link over to the side :) your site is one I like to read thats why....:)

Tired.

I'm so tired today, seems like ever since the time changed i've been more tired and the days are longer, i mean i know the Daylight is longer but it feels as if the hours is longer..Anyone feel this way? or is it just my lame self?
I haven't taken my meds in 2 days and the only thing is i'm starting to see things...so i need to take them, but they make me even more sleepy. Times like this, I just don't feel like taking them.
This Weekend I'm suppose to be going out of town, to North Carolina in the mountains....Cherokee and a little town near NC in GA that has no indoor plumbing! Its where my aunt lives..She has an OutHouse. that is going to be fun, staying there...I'll be sure to post some pics when I return.
UGH, If I have to Watch Cailou or Barney "ON DEMAND" One More time, i'm pulling my digital Cable OUT!

Today....

Oh How much I hate Sundays! I try to clean but get nowhere because the kids mess up as fast as I clean up!! GRRR..I just want to SCREAM!!!!
I just want to go crawl under my blanket and go to sleep but i can't....oh the Joys of Motherhood!!
Not much else to say at this point, maybe I'll add more later, maybe I won't...any rate I hope everyone else's Sunday is going better than mine..

Oh BTW, to top everything off I forgot to reset my clocks last night and then I get on the computer and the time is different I'm like HEY WAIT a Minute! Whats the Deal-ieo, Then I realized oh TIME CHANGE.....I swore I wouldn't forget and I did!

In Florida....

A Tragic accident Happened its one reason I won't be riding the Gravetron anytime soon....

I found it while visiting one of Nina'sDaily Reads, Go Fish Its sad really...I hope the injured is doing better soon.

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Euphoric HypoMania

Thats what I am In! I've been going all night and all day today and all night again with little to no sleep that I don't even miss!
I went to work today, worked 5 hours of Overtime, so that paycheck will look pretty good! :)
I want to buy me a Digital camara but don't have tons of money to spend on one, thinkin'g about looking for a generic cheap one somewhere if they even exisit!
I maybe going to North Carolina next week for Easter vacation but not certain yet. If i do, there will be a few days absence from me but I'm sure you all (nina) won't miss me too much!! But there is Plenty of time between now and then.
I've decided to do a Pefection Wednesday's I'll keep you all posted about that this coming wednesday.
I don't really like doing Meme's but they make more content on the blog when you are out of things to talk about, ya know?
Well I will get going, oh btw, I'm writing my life story out i'm on Chapter 5 right now. I still have a ways to go its a lot of stuff to say, a lot of shit has happened to me over the years!
Maybe evenutally I'll let some of you read it, of course by inventation only...i don't want *Everyone* reading it.

TaTa For Now!
Crystal

This is Cute

I might Start doing this or something like it...check out This!and go to "Without Further Ado"

Should I? I could take Pictures of Things that are "GHETTO" to spice it up and be a lil different. hehe.

My Friday Five

Since This week there is no FridayFive once again I decided to take today from their archives on the Aug. 15th 2003 edition!

Here it goes!

1. How much time do you spend online each day? about 3 hours on weekdays and 5 hours on the weekends.

2. What is your browser homepage set to? http://www.comcast.net

3. Do you use any instant messaging programs? If so, which one(s)? Yes, Yahoo Instant Messanger and MSN Messanger

4. Where was your first webpage located? WBS (no longer exisit)

5. How long have you had your current website? This Blog Since Feb. 2003, My HomePage at www.geocities.com/alwayz_blu since like 1998!

Well Today I feel much better, Sorry to my "avid" readers (yeah right!) for my disappearance for a few days.
I had to take a break from the internet for awhile. I hope you understand.
I'm thinkin' about visiting a church this coming Wednesday that is near me....So my spirtiual part of me is SLOWLY getting back on track..I wonder how long that will last? a week, a month, a few months??? its no telling with me. The thing about Bipolar is your moods change so frequently that one month you could be fine and the next depressed. It sucks sometimes but then again it just means I feel things more so than normal people.
I have to work tomorrow! Yuck! we are like 5 days behind and we are trying to catch up!! I hate that cause the big boss is upset at us like its our fault that there new computer system wasn't a smooth transition like they had planned.
and I got a little Ranting to do, Why is it the Big Boss is literally the "BIG" boss as in overweight or rather OBESE....I don't get that every job i had the BIG BOSS was really the BIG boss....What do you think?
am I the only one who sees it that way?
Anyway, I think I will go and Do the friday five now....
So Until I think of the answers,
I'll end this now!! (hehe)

~Peace